im laying here in bed thinking about those months and how they destroyed me. And I don’t know if I’ll ever stop being scared that I’m going to have to relive them. I don’t know if I’ll ever get over it. And it’s not your fault. But it just sucks that it’s constantly on my mind.

I can’t go through that again. I have been destroyed and destroyed myself. And I’m never gonna stop being scared that you’re going to leave me again. Because if you do, I think you’d take all of me with you.